Friday, November 07, 2008

What a week

Two just tendered resignation. The rest may be wanting but don't have the balls to initiate. Shall I follow? There may be reasons to stay, but much, much more are at stake: dealing with many many things that i won't otherwise deal with; and forcing to accept many many things that i won't otherwise accept, all in the name of passion, service, and love for Christ. I am not a bandwagon-er nor some follow-me kid. But when passion runs dry, it runs dry.

2 comments:

wanderingcommuter said...

i know what it feels. it actually came a pointin my blogging life where all i could write about is to quit or not...

juanmiguel said...

thanks, man. i find it weird though. i am torn not between choice and non-choice. i am having internal struggle with passion.

guess i was fortunate to be doing what i wanted to do, that is beyond all measure--be different.

but even though i chose to be different, i am also thinking about what if i do what the rest of the world is doing, you know, struggle in a dog-eats-dog world