Reaching my mind.

I was reading something. It was an old file but not that old. I suddenly realize I am about to cry. I cried. True, this maybe the emotional side of me, my tears are shallow. But somehow, maybe because this time I was overwhelmed. I was overwhelmed by the feeling I love to feel. I love to feel because it is something comforting. It touches the deepest and most intimate part of my being. Whether or not it is part of my imagination; and whether or not it is a feeling I am just forcing myself to or the circumstances maybe, I love the feeling. Such emotion is beyond compare, beyond the concept embodied in a word. It is something beyond my control at the moment. I could not wait for the time when this becomes mutual. Not only such strange and inexplicable feeling is felt by me but by the one as well. All I know I that right now, right at this very moment… I think of the one.