Stumble and Fall.

And Fall."
Why is it that every time I try to get up, I stumble and fall?
Why is it that every time moment I try to fix myself, I stumble and fall?
Why is it that every time I swear to do better, I stumble and fall?
Why is it that every time I try to move on I stumble and fall?
Why is that every time I try to live up my expectations and get over my frustrations, I stumble and fall?
Why is it that every time I gain the vigor and enthusiasm, I lose hope, and stumble and fall?
Why is it that every time I try to build on new perspective, I stumble and fall?
It is as if I am almost always constantly fixed on the same ground.
And over and over I always ask these questions.
Because over and over again,
"I stumble